3rd poem: maneuver the thought of emptiness.

Posted: September 1, 2013 in Uncategorized

i wake up silly,
i lay down on the sofa infront of my tv,
i use the remote and change the channel,
from tv3 to mtv.

while the songs keep moving on,
i cant let go myself from pondering last night call,
i share many things, and i said many things,
u make me happy as my brains flocked and later stall.

then again, that picture of me depicted in a shadowed forest,
i howl as that means i deplore,
emptiness by the sake of my own verdict,
the clemency in between rage and inner peace.

i like you very much , as i told my self,
but to be true, its not something as simple as that for my believe and my soul,
i might hide certain things, and deceive somethings to show that i  care,
insidious quizzical desire, are pain that cant withstood iced fire.

i can be good with some, i can be generous with some,
but that annoying you can somehow sooth me up,
alleviating my thought of emptiness in the chasm of dungeon of secrecy,
let say if i delve to deep in this liquid of fear of emotional affection,

ill stumble down, and there’s be no salvation coming at all.
everything will go deeper and darker, as the lights will turn dimmer and shun close.
soullessloner i am,
until that times come, i shall never come to confess.

i am good at waiting, i hope you are too.

( aku post sebab rasa ni mcm masterpiece romance poem aku. achoh!)

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